so heart broken.. last night....
haiss.... how can it be??? when then i can get my devil fig. so >_<"""
haiss... after bangkok trip also cant meet him.. so sad.. so moody.. >_<""""

i dunno one day will you leave me just because i did not success it. sometimes i also need sumone to accompany which is you.. that important because you're very important to me... do you know notice that??

3rd day of january 2010

我的宝贝《第四天在曼谷》

Last night i dunno why i cant sleep like 失眠 like my brain thinking of things.. but my eyes are closed.. haizz..... dunno why my 睡眠不好。 =( This afternoon i went lunch with my fren huiting she treated me eat the huo fun at west co cafe z quite tasty but dunno why body feeling hot. Tonight my baby from bangkok called me again about 10plus used by international prepaid card from bangkok. he asked me about what im doing these days.. 宝贝，我也很想很想念你呀。

2nd jan 2010, Saturday

我的宝贝《第三天在曼谷》

Today @ work i felt angry cus she dun even respect me at all that mandy.. always shout like crazy woman and she felt angry cus i accidently threw away a recipet of customer and she find like hell.. then she scold "ma de'' i heard and i said out loud what ma de.. and my eyes look out big... and i felt upset because when im gone back home only me is at home only no one else my mum lived at sis's place. Then everyday gone back home faced four wall like nobody knows.... Feel very pity then my tears came out.. While i miss my baby he is at bangkok happily and enjoy his holidays with his friends... I wonder baby miss me more or i miss him more.. hheehe dunno why 8pm till go home time feeling unwell giddy like wanna faint.. >_<"

1st day of year 2010

我的宝贝《第二天在曼谷》

Today however its a new start of 2010, but collegue of mine very suck.. sge always nag me and bei song to me like dat dun want to teach me the things @ work. Didnt respect to me also! Then today new year the business is can earn about 2k to 3k. Then i did some houswork such like washed clothes and bathed at the same time. Then during that period my baby from bangkok he called me and told me about he had bought sum thing for me at there.Then when he called mi a few times i speaked" hello" then baby also speaked" hello" i tot is my voice or what. Then I hanged up awhile he called again then i used he sent to me by bluetooth de baby voice then i blur aaa how come the recorded voice and the person talking to me de same huh.. i tot my baby will not call me because its expensive or what mah. I hope i could faster join the class on may' 2010 in learning capital school. So i could work as part timer not so tired. and dont need to see MANDY face le.

Today its New Year Eve! its last day in 2009! 31st of december 2009!and a day which my baby gone to bangkok trip of the first day!

我的宝贝《第一天去曼谷》

Today its the 1st day my baby left singapore and went to bangkok with his friends, however which is his 1st time to sit on plane i think he is very exciting! I think about his look when got shocked!! haha.. I thought he left singapore i won't listen to his voice till he come back to singapore but last night he recorded his voice from his mobile and sent by bluetooth to me! And make sure that i leaving his house then could hear what he recorded. when i heard i feel very touching its because he still think about me when he left me in singapore. When time 13:17 he called me and ask about the perfume i wanted!! for valentine day gift! he is a nice boyfriend i have for now! i will be missing him all the time while he left singapore. Happy new year to you baby!

31 Dec 2009

15:07pm

Last saturday I was not feeling well so i did not go for work that day then my baby went to my house and visit me.. im so happy that he came and visit to me and he brought dinner for me to eat .. pork porridge and he brought his dinner too. I felt so sweet he is. I didnt have this feelings before in the past few yrs too this is the 1st time .. i feel veri nice he done all the things for me.
And he did all the surpised for bibi. However not a big surpised but he did for me i will feel very happy. I'm really very happy that he done all the things for me!~

I hope we will be spend more times together in future however both of us need to work. but i hope we got more times for each other too! Meanwhile, in 2010 of valentine day is also lunar new yr yet its a very special day for us.

No matter tomorrow what happen, i will be always be there for u.

I love u baby

on 17 nov 2009 - tues

I'm very happy for that day baby birthday.. Really very happy with that. 1st time celebrate baby birthday and i love him with my whole heart... hehe.... miss baby also while he not be with me all the time.. but i can understand that he earn alots of bucks its for what.. For bibi that i didn't bake cookies before while i graduated in sch.